I'm so happy no one reads this

Such a freedom, to write and be completely anonymous.

So odd that I had this whole post written and then it got deleted by my hand or "someone else's".

Isn't that tbe way, though? We struggle to find our truth and there are so many whose motivations are to keep that under the dirt. When their own truth is at jeopardy, they will fight tooth and nail to preserve it, even if it is all the shite of the bull. And even if they know that on some level.

I KNOW I'm a mess ... I'm just not sure completely why.